magic

Things are magical right now & I've been dirnking but it's cool because I need to say it: THINGS ARE SO COOL & PERFECT. Even if it falls apart tomororw, RIGHT NOW it's PERFECT. Like fairy tale shit

What's really weird and makes me cry is that i feel JENN I feel her. I feel like this is her. It's coincidence etc, the unviesrse, but this is her. It is. I jsut know like you know anythign I know.

i love you Jenn I mean everything I say. Today's hour in grief counselling went by super fast because i was talking about our memories and explaiing exactly what was so insanely perfect about you. Did you hear? Do you hear me now? Are you watching? Girl I miss you and you were so magically unreal. Now that you're gone its' hard to imagine...I just want to talk to you again and this perfect thing that's happened? I see you in it, I do...Oh jenny.